30 January, 2012

Sunrise on the mountains

Yahweh's cathedral has spoken once again - El Shaddai is God of the mountains. I love living here. Steve Heinrichs shot this looking north across Sparks Lake.

29 January, 2012

Central Oregon Lightning

A friend took this photo during an autumn storm here in Bend. The distant lightning is striking Smith Rock, a well known climbing spot.

Photo by Steve Heinrichs.

25 May, 2011

Sweet Family R&R

North Sister as seen from the meadow at Black Butte Ranch.

(photo by FS)

20 April, 2011

weary traveller

No, I believe that light will come;
The sun again will shine.
On every dark road out of Egypt
The sea will open just in time.

And if I sometimes lose my way,
Or feel I’m walking blind,
I now can say (though hell may scoff)
This road -- THIS road is mine!

-A Man of Faith

15 April, 2011


"God gives His gifts where He finds the vessel empty enough to receive them."
-Clive Staples Lewis

(photo by PS)

I find the desires of my heart to beat with increasing strength against the confines of my empty chest and I am powerless to bring them about. I am in a prison of boredom and uselessness, having work stripped from me. I find things to labor on every day yet very few of them yield any fruit that brings sustenance. I continue to minister but even in that I am virtually empty. I know You are sustaining me, Father. There is no other. I have nothing else.

I am weary and tired and beaten down. Come quickly Lord Jesus. Save me.

12 April, 2011


"...you whom I have upheld since you were conceived, and have carried since your birth. Even to your old age and gray hairs I am He, I am He who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you."

"Remember the former things, those of long ago; I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is none like me. I make known the end from the beginning, from ancient times, what is still to come. I say: My purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please. From the east I summon a bird of prey; from a far-off land, a man to fulfill my purpose. What I have said, that will I bring about; what I have planned, that will I do."

Who am I that you should know my name and reach out to me in the midst of all these people?

(photo by PS)

You are Yahweh, the King of kings. You are Yeshua, the Lord of lords. And you are mighty to save.

06 April, 2011


It is like you are stuck in the middle of the road, cars coming and going both directions, and all you want to do is get out of the road. All you want to do is make the pain go away. But God calls us to persevere, to hang in there, to lean into the pain, to sit in the middle of the road even though it feels like your life is being threatened every day. And then someday, as we lean into the pain, as we cry out to God, as we choose to persevere in our faith and lean into the pain, as we stay in the middle of the road, we realize that we are growing into spiritual maturity. And then again, one day, God calls us to leave the middle of the road and come to the other side, perfect and complete, lacking nothing.

14 February, 2011


The church family we are part of, with World Relief, hosted a conference this past weekend. In a word it was excellent. It was so excellent that I couldn't possibly process all of the material so chose to "sit out" several of the sessions just so my brain wouldn't explode. There is so much injustice in the world, so much corruption, so much pain that I simply could not effectively assimilate all that was being presented.

I believe Yahweh is leading me to exercise justice in certain ways. I want to carry the cause of and defend the spiritually oppressed. I want to bring food, water, clothing, shelter and education to as many as I can in India. I want to declare the truth which sets us free in order to defeat lies which bind and take captive. I will follow my God and trust that as He does His work in this world He will allow me, even invite me, to join with Him.

25 January, 2011

a means to an end

The whole meaning of prayer is that we may know God. - Oswald Chambers

(photo by PS)

How much do I believe this? How much does my life demonstrate that I believe it to be true?
The statement moves me. It convicts me. I agree with it completely but I don't think I always remember or embrace it's meaning. Most believers, including myself, often use prayer as a means to an end but not the end He intends. We want something so we ask. We need help so we pray. But where I want to fall is with those who pray for want of one thing - Yahweh himself. David heralded his own cry to know God in Psalm 27 when he said,

One thing have I asked of YAHWEH, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of YAHWEH all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of YAHWEH and to inquire in his temple." (vs 4 - ESV).

This is my desire - to know the only true God, and Jesus the Messiah, whom He sent (Jn 17:3). We will know great peace and deep satisfaction as we seek God for God while not failing to make known our requests to Him with petition and thanksgiving (Phil 4:6).

22 January, 2011

family park 'n' rec

We spent part of our afternoon - after the epic donut run - at the "boat park". It seemed fitting that we be outside with not more than long sleeves during this unusual winter warm spell. I think it helped that they were also able blow off the sugar high. And if I may speak for my boys, they had a great time. Well, their expressions don't necessarily tell it that way but it's true. They did.